Saturday, May 30, 2009
Hey peeps!
Today I had a wierd but sorta pleasant surprise. There's this guy in my songwriting class called WG. I think Xuan Wen knows who I'm talkin bout. Wan Xuan said he looked shuai
He was very against me and mean to me since the day he thought I liked him (durin march i think for many weeks). He thought I like him cos I had a good look at him when teacher ask me to ask him question cos wan xuan said he was shuai mar! I also never like him! There are so many examples:
1. When I answered a question wrongly that the teacher BN ask me. WG answered it correctly den , BN: wow I'm surprised WG: Of course! common knowledge....it's very obvious he was insulting me.
2. When I practised something wrong and BN corrected me, WG shook his head in a disgusted manner.
3. When WG didn't come for 1 lesson. BN borrowed my paper to photocopy for WG. My paper had a lot of notes den he said: wa! y so many....(he said somethin unpleasant afterwards)
BN: people like to write notes cannot meh? (she very good! she help me..hahas)
4. He purposely don't stand beside me and I purposely stand beside the malay boy so as to show I didn't like him
5. Whenever I did something wrong like play wrongly, he will shake his head in a 看不起我 manner.
6. After my performance, he didn't clap for me, he clapped for everyone else except the weakest student
7. I sit behind him and he still go and ask the guy sittin further away to borrow a pencil, very obvious he against me
8. When I performed, he will go outside of the class to 'play hand phone or go toilet'
......I think still got somemore but I cannot remember
den I decided to give a taste of his own medicine. I'll admit I was a little mean to him but not as mean as he was to me.
1. I didn't laugh at his joke
2. When he turned back (he sits in front of me), I'll give an unsmiling unfriendly look
actually I didn't like being mean but that was the only way.
den maybe he felt bad so he stopped treatin me like that
Since like 3 weeks ago,
1.he stopped shakin his head,
2.when teacher played my written song, he swayed along-it's like he enjoyed my song or just appreciating my effort of wrting that "china" song cos it used only pentatonic scale( that means cannot use F and B). But he still didn't stand beside me la
3. When I cracked a joke which the whole class laughed, he laughed as well
Today I was shocked
1. He turned back and I could tell he was listenin last time when I performed he will go outside. 2. He swayed along at least to give me some support then after a while. He suddenly turned and looked at me and said "Pencil? politely. Den I was aghast. I dropped somethin on my keyboard( I shocked mar) den I gave him my pencil. WG said thanks nicely. He borrowed my pencil for very long so I had to use pen to sorta "do my tuition corrections"(but actaully I didn't do tuition homework cos I brought the wrong file so I just randomly took one E Math worksheet and do cos I very bored). Den he turned and returned me my pencil and looked at what I was doing then he said in a friendly and amiable voice "A Math ar?"
I tried to act normal and said confidently but expressionless " MM A Math" nodding even though I was actually doin an E math paper cos I wanted to feel more high class so I just had no time to think and I anyhow reply and I feel bad I lied. If he had carefully looked at my worksheet and know I lied, I will feel so embarrassed. guilty!
Den he said " Sec 3 ar or..." I was still shocked so I looked up and at him den i saw that actually he does have a cute face, quite good lookin la. Den I said" MM Sec 3" den he was still turnin but I guess I scared later he think i like him den he treat me badly again so i didn't ask him how old he was even though I wanted to. Maybe he was expectin me to ask so his body was still turned but I didn't say anythin so he turned back.
Den my face dunno y turn red, cos i feel very awkward.
Den he turned back again and asked to borrow pencil again den he said thanks nicely again .I hoped he didn't see my face.
Maybe he feels bad and want to make friends with me so he's being so nice. Maybe I should be friendly to him but not too much first cos later he 误会 again
That's about all, what a long post! thanks for readin! Can't wait to perform and hear u guys perform too tomorrow. Cya
wow it's past 12 already nites
Love
Wan Pei
P.S. Shi Qi let me make it clear to u. He is a very friendly person so he is lso friendly when he doesn't think i like him. My gut feeling is that he wanna make friends with me so is nothing about romance!
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